Pills, Pills, Pills


I pop a few in the morning to get me through the day.

I pop a few at night to take away the pain.

These pills never used to be a part of me,

but I need them to face my reality.

If I didn’t have them, I would be gone

for I would believe I am living my life wrong.

The pills help me deal with pain in my life

that would go away if I became a wife.

All I want is love,

which I get from up above.

Until I can be there to heal,

the pills will help me deal.


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  1. Just wanted to let you know that I am always praying for you, dear sister in Christ.

    Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when His glory is revealed.
    ~ 1 Peter 4:12-13

    1. Thank you! I try to remind myself that God has a bigger plan for me and that he gave me this trial and suffering for a reason as it is my own personal cross to bear. I also remind myself that no matter how much I can hate myself, he loves me and I am perfect in his eyes. I need to see myself through his eyes. I am his daughter and he loves me. There are just days where I get “bad” again. But, I suppose that is the cycle of grief. Thanks for all your prayers! They really mean a lot to me! ❤

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