My therapist brought you up again in my last session. He talked about how when I move in May, I will be going on with a new chapter in my life. It is during this chapter that I may meet you. I hope he is right because I so long to know who you are. I so long to love you. I so long to be the woman you need. To be the love you need. To be the person you need. To complete you.
My life right now is sort of in shambles as I figure out where I am supposed to go for this next chapter of my life. It is true that I am currently closing the chapter of the “young adult me” and becoming the “adult woman me.” Becoming the woman who will be your wife and mother to your children.
I wonder where you are right now and what you are doing. I wonder what your passions are and what you do for a living. I want to know everything about you. Every single little detail. I want to know what makes you cry, worry, smile, and laugh. I want to know your dreams. I want to get to know your very heart and soul. I want to get to know what makes you….you. I want to spend hours getting to know you.
You are a special man and I will forever cherish and honor you. I may not know who you are right now, but the very thought of you warms my heart during its coldest moments. The thought of you reminds me that love exists and is the antidote to the cruelty of the world. Love is precious and the most amazing gift one can give to someone. I promise to love you forever. I will love you now, after we say our vows to each other, and while we grow old together. My love will be your’s forever.
Your Future Wife