I am Biting the Bullet


First, I really, really, really want to thank the amazing blogger, His Temple.  This blogger helped me get the courage to bite back on depression when it is too busy biting me.

I want to tell you all that I am being courageous today because of this blogger.  After reading her comments on my last blog post, I thought to myself, “You know what…I don’t deserve this at all.  God loves me.  And God wouldn’t want me to feel this way about myself.  I need to cure myself.  I NEED TO KEEP FIGHTING!  I CAN’T GIVE IN TO WHAT MY HEAD TELLS ME!”  So, I am biting the bullet today……I am going to my childhood home.

In a few hours, I will be pulling into the farm I grew up at.  The excuse is to get some toys I need for a student of mine.  I am also going to grab any and all pictures I can find of my parents.  I am going to take them all back to my apartment tonight, spread them out on my floor and study them.  I might laugh, cry, etc.  But, I think it’s time I do this.  I need to remember my parents for who they were and how much I loved them.  Not for how much I miss them and struggle without them here with me.

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