Hello emotional eating….Tonight, I ate a whole roll of Thin Mints AND almost a whole box of peanut butter patties. Gah, I wish I wasn’t this way. I’m ashamed. Very ashamed. This makes me just get worse. There was reason for this binge eating. I got some more lightning fast curve balls thrown at me tonight.
First, my sister, who has been sick for the entire year, has been notified that she will not be paid from her job anymore. Basically, she is nicely being fired…..for being chronically sick…We talked for a long time tonight and I can tell that she is back in a bad depression. I am very worried about her. So, I will be taking a trip home this weekend to take care of her and make sure she is okay.
Second, the aunt that stirred things up from the last post messaged me on Facebook. Apparently, she sent me a letter and it came back to her because she had the wrong address. So, she wanted my address. I almost ignored it as this message kind of took me down a few more notches. Like what do you want to say to me in a letter after I lost both my parents and you have stayed out of my life for 26 years? I don’t even know you! After some counseling from my brother-in-law, I finally responded by saying, “If this letter is concerning family issues, I will not be discussing it as this is my personal business. Thank you for your concern.” I guess we will see how she responds.
Come on world! Isn’t it enough that I lost both my parents by the time I was 25, all of my best friends, and my family? What else are you going to throw at me?!?!?!!?! Isn’t it time something GOOD happens?