You all know about the drama I have been having with family. Well, I found out more. I found out that apparently, my aunts and uncles are mad at us kids because “we are acting like nothing ever happened.” I am sorry, you try being 15 when your mother passes away and have no one to teach you how to deal with your grief, so you just suppress it. I had no one to teach me how to deal. So, deal I didn’t do.
Basically, I am sick of this. You bloggers have helped me realize that I am worth so much more. I will be moving in May no matter what. And, I am making some positive changes in my life.
One major positive change in my life is that I no longer have a Facebook account. A fellow blogger helped me come to this decision. Thank you to this amazing blogger! 🙂 The only social media I still have is this blog. Facebook account is gone. Forever. I won’t be going back. Since I have deleted my account, I have felt so much happier. No one is contacting me about meaningless drama. I am reading about no one’s drama and now have hours to cope and think about my current situation and feelings. Time to process. You would be surprised with how much time Facebook sucks from you.
I am working on the health thing. Hoping to start working more on the emotional eating and getting in shape thing. I guess time will tell with that. But, as for right now, this is where I stand.