Hello fellow bloggers. Today, I am having some issues. I am back in my full blown depression mindset. This letter from my aunt set it off because she went out of her way to find a way to get this damn letter to me. One that could hurt me. Yesterday evening, I emotionally ate two muffins as I thought, “who cares what I put in my body. No body cares about me anyway and no body will ever care.” I told my brother-in-law about this and he got mad. Saying this was a dangerous place because it could lead to some pretty bad things. Yes, I get that. I get that he is worried.
My brother-in-law came out and asked “where is your faith through this?” This question made me upset. I love God. I believe in God. I believe that I am doing His plans for my life and that I am his daughter. But, this question got me. There are some issues I am having with this right now and it is very, very personal. Something I do not wish to write on here. So, if anyone out there is a person who would be up for discussing God and faith through depression because you know about this, or have been there yourself…Please…please email me at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Or, if you are a blogger that currently contacts me via text, feel free to text me about this. Thank you in advance to all who are willing to reach out.